She nods solemnly, acknowledging the permission to spill her guts! This is probably going to be a theme tonight, she can already tell. It's a good thing Dean is used to intense staring because that is exactly what she is doing from pretty close up.

"At first... I was really, really, really bummed that you didn't remember me at all? And it was so lame and I was all mad, but not at you!" Just gonna pet your face a bit there, Dean. "I was mad at this place! But now... now I'm okay with this. Because it means we can totes start over and you can think I'm cool all over again and we're gonna be buds again. I just know it! Buddy. So stop making sad faces, okay? I'm toooootally, mega here for you, dude."

She means it. Even with all the booze in her system. She was thinking about it sober, she just wouldn't have said it! Look at that smile. Come on, Dean. Don't be sad.