That worries Jesse because of Ghoul, because he can imagine the reaction that Ghoul had to that. Him and Ghoul are more similar than he'd like to admit, sometimes, and he thinks he knows how this went down. But he pushes that aside for now, and wraps his arms back around himself, just for the sense of security.

"Cause nobody knew," Jesse says, biting his lip. "I mean - my house did. Bruce did, you did. But I ain't. Told anybody else, I don't want to. I don't wanna make it a thing." He wants it to go away, honestly, he wants all of it to just leave him alone. "He weren't in control of himself. Wouldn't have done it if it weren't for the switch."

But his voice wavers, because he's trying his hardest to keep the conflict out of his voice. Doesn't work. He believes that Ghoul wouldn't have if he hadn't been a demon, but he's not so sure he can just forget, as much as he'd like.