She reached for his hand, holding it between both of her. "That depends. What were you like as a soldier? A good soldier isn't always the same thing as a good man. Or angel, in your case. A good soldier listens to orders and does things that a good man wouldn't be able to stomach. Some people aren't meant to be soldiers. I don't think that makes it a bad thing, Balthazar. I'll pick a drunk with a garden over the alternative any day."