"We ain't never had no one find out before, though." They've always been careful, always been good at it. Years they've kept it up and a few weeks in this place sends that all to shit? It makes him feel sick again, slumping into his chair more. The anger from earlier has ebbed away, morphed into the deep, bone-tired feeling that often follows, making him want to plant himself face-first into the couch and not move for a few hours.