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ɢᴀʟᴇɴ ᴀɴᴛʜᴏɴʏ ʜᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ([personal profile] gleans) wrote in [community profile] kore_logs2013-01-12 04:53 pm

{ open } all my troubles on a burning pile

Who: Galen Howard and YOU!
What: Wandering on the beach, smoking, throwing rocks!
When: Day 30, afternoon.
Where: The edge of the water, near houses 20, 9, and the lighthouse.

It's easy for Galen to feel like he's trapped in a movie, when he's alone. After arriving in a strange place, encountering all kinds of impossible things, and to top it all off, being told that he may end up going insane at the hands of a living nightmare, it's hard to feel like this is real life. But there's really a God here, there's really a sweet doctor who turns into an angry green monster, and he's really become good friends with a woman who works regularly with the supernatural. It's almost strange to think that just a few weeks ago, he was working early radio, spending long hours in writing sessions, going on dates with his non-traumatized boyfriend -- it all seems so damn normal, in comparison.

He doesn't like being alone, but sometimes he needs it. He isn't far, at least; Galen has nicked one of Jesse's remaining cigarettes and has wandered out to the beach, not too close to the lighthouse -- and not too close to the water's edge, either. After the boxes, he really doesn't trust this open expanse between land and God-knows-where, no matter how soothing and home-like it sounds.

Galen crouches, digging where the sand and the snow meet for a rock of the right size and shape. When he finds it, he rolls it over in his hand a few times, then winds back and throws it -- he freezes for a second, arm midair, one foot kicking slightly up off the sand, as he watches the rock go; it drops with a deep plunk several yards off-shore, swallowed by the roll of the waves. He repeats this action with another rock, cigarette pinched firmly between his lips, humming something unrecognizable quietly under his breath.
tooghoulforschool: (The happiest elf)

[personal profile] tooghoulforschool 2013-01-15 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
"... More like a relief." And that's enough truth. That's where he draws the line. This place pales in comparison to where they come from. It's like being on a goddamn vacation. If he thinks about it for too long, the guilt starts to weigh down on his chest. Some days he swears it's crushing him. Jet's back there. Jet and their girl. No one should know about that. They're alone and unprotected.

Ghoul's expression darkens and his hands clench into fists. "Listen, Howard. We need our secrets. You've got our faces, our masks are useless. Secrets are all we have. Get me? If you need to know somethin', we'll tell you." But he gets it. He does. He understands now. There's a hint of that smile from before. "Gotta respect that you're not prying. Really do. You're right, it's a start."

But it's not over. Not so fast.

"All in due time, huh?" There it is. That shit eating grin. He's not done with you, Galen Howard. Not even close.
tooghoulforschool: (fuckin' giggles)

[personal profile] tooghoulforschool 2013-01-16 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Tune in and turn it up loud. Broadcasting once in a blue moon, no repeats. Spread the word and we spread your guts." Still smiling, Galen? Keep smiling. "But I don't think we gotta worry about that." It's a joke. A JOKE! Really. Mostly. Give him time, Galen, he's adjusting. Normality isn't restored yet.

"Told ya so. We're not bad, just suspicious as fuck. You wanna grab a drink?"
tooghoulforschool: (can't resist this face)

[personal profile] tooghoulforschool 2013-01-17 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Because half the people in this town don't know how to loosen the fuck up." A knowing grin and a wink, "And a few of us know how to hide shit real well."

But it won't last forever. He's prepared for that. Going without is just going back to normal. Booze is a luxury. You can bet he's hoarding and stocking up on anything that lasts. Anything they're gonna need. Back to rations and eating from a can. That's normal. That's more like it. Feels more real.

Ghoul claps a hand on Galen's shoulder as they head for the bar.