Kenzi Malikov (
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I just wanted to say I think you're cute and I like you.
Who: Kenzi, Jesse Finch, and Galen Howard
Where: House 20 - Boy's room
When: Day 81
What: OT3 hangouts, discussions, kissyfaces, idk. Do not disturb!
Warnings: Romantic junk. Will update as needed. DWI.
No, she doesn't knock. Why would she knock? She never knocked before! I mean, she never barged in on them, but... Okay, so this is still a little confusing. Things are a little blurry. Kenzi's just so paranoid that things are going to change-- they have changed, but she doesn't want the important things to change. Like being able to talk to either one of them about anything or the way Galen's always super careful about taking care of her without making her feel inferior or the way she can usually make Jesse laugh even when he's feeling really messed up or down. That stuff isn't allowed to change. And it hasn't yet, she just wants to be sure that it won't!
So she enters the room almost-silently. She closes the door and just climbs over the end of the bed, crawling forward to nestle between them and not saying anything in case they were already talking. She doesn't want to interrupt, she just wants to be close when she's feeling unsure and unsteady. This could crumble any second and she's definitely not prepared for that. Losing either of them... it's kind of weighing on her mind.
Kenzi's rarely quiet. That's a tip off right there. Nothing's really wrong, she's just... thinking too much.
Where: House 20 - Boy's room
When: Day 81
What: OT3 hangouts, discussions, kissyfaces, idk. Do not disturb!
Warnings: Romantic junk. Will update as needed. DWI.
No, she doesn't knock. Why would she knock? She never knocked before! I mean, she never barged in on them, but... Okay, so this is still a little confusing. Things are a little blurry. Kenzi's just so paranoid that things are going to change-- they have changed, but she doesn't want the important things to change. Like being able to talk to either one of them about anything or the way Galen's always super careful about taking care of her without making her feel inferior or the way she can usually make Jesse laugh even when he's feeling really messed up or down. That stuff isn't allowed to change. And it hasn't yet, she just wants to be sure that it won't!
So she enters the room almost-silently. She closes the door and just climbs over the end of the bed, crawling forward to nestle between them and not saying anything in case they were already talking. She doesn't want to interrupt, she just wants to be close when she's feeling unsure and unsteady. This could crumble any second and she's definitely not prepared for that. Losing either of them... it's kind of weighing on her mind.
Kenzi's rarely quiet. That's a tip off right there. Nothing's really wrong, she's just... thinking too much.
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This is new. It's a little scary, because Jesse has a hard enough time letting himself be open to one person, let alone two - but he wants to. He wants to try, and the fact that he's been given the chance to hold two very wonderful people here with him makes his chest warm and his mind at ease. So it can be easy. He just needs to relax - and remember that he's loved, either way.
Kenzi's quiet, and Jesse wasn't saying anything super important before she came in, so he gives her a fond little smile. "Hey there, sweet thing. Everything okay?"
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He presses his nose against her shoulder. "What's up?"
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"Yeah. Nothing's up, it's just... cold downstairs." No it's not. "Stealing your warm." Nice cover, there, lying liarpants. This was so much easier with Party when they were both in denial about feelings and blah and ugh and nothing went past the word 'like'. Now it's love! Times two. She's just mildly freaking out!
"What are you guys even doing? Telling ghost stories?" Subject change!
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"I dunno, does speculatin' about Ned and Daneel's sex life count as a ghost story? I mean. It could." Jesse.
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"It counts," he jokes. "Anything interesting happening out there?"
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"Nothing is happening anywhere. Everything is boring forever so they're either plotting something uber terrible or they forgot about us. Zero things are interesting. Just gonna sleep forever unless you spill about Ned and Dan."
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Kenzi rambles as she does and Jesse's vague amusement stays in place. Whatever she's worried about, Galen and Jesse have apparently already mentally agreed to wait out until she wants to talk about it.
"Yeah, KK's... robofriend, I guess. They're going on a date, or went on one - I dunno if they have yet?"
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"Pretty sure it went off without a hitch."
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Acceptance! Good. But then she ruins it with, " ... Do you think Dan has robo-junk?"
Not that it matters, she's just curious! Maybe Kobra knew. He lived with the guy! Or she could just ask Dan. Yep. Plan. Right there. This is good. So is the fact that it went off without a hitch, because-- ... well. That's what she's worried about right now, isn't it? About this. And her chest tightens a little along with her hold on Galen's shirt as she wiggles a bit to tuck her head under Jesse's chin where it's safe.
"Are we going off without a hitch?" It comes out quieter than she expected. It was really hard to say! Voicing the fear is like giving it life and she doesn't want to jinx this. She's just really scared. Not like she has the best relationship history as it is.
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"Yes, I definitely think he has robo-junk," Jesse says, because that is the most important part of that. But then Kenzi's all tucked up against him and he holds her a little closer, with a soft sigh - and she asks that question.
Jesse looks up at Galen, curious to see his reaction. Because it is a good question, and really, Jesse's not sure. He knows what he wants the answer to be.
"... Well, yeah, I think so," Jesse says quietly. "I think we're doin' pretty fucking well right now."
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Besides, Kenzi asks a more important question, and his eyes meet Jesse's briefly. Galen presses his nose into Kenzi's hair reassuringly.
"I think so too. Like, this is new, but it's not like much had to change." They've just... all mutually agreed to only kiss each other. "Is that what you're worried about, K?"
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She lets out a breathe she didn't realize she was holding. "Worried? Who said anything about being worried? I'm not worried. Psht." Ha. Y-yeah. Not. At all. "The heck even made you think I was worried? I'm just... chillin'. Like a villain. With ... my two incredibly hot boyfriends. Yeah, no big!"
It's kind of a big. It's kind of a Bo move. Except Bo would be outta there the next day... or two, or three. Kenzi didn't keep track of the last multiple-guest marathon. But hey, maybe if Lauren and Dyson didn't hate each other's freakin' guts, Bo would have pulled something like this off. No! Whatever! Bo isn't here. And... yeah, okay, she's worried. Worried that she's gonna fuck it up.
"I'm just too cool for you guys. That's what this is. Gotta bring you up to my level, that's all." Nice save. Keep it light. Don't freaking depress them with your bullshit or make them all paranoid, too. They both seem okay with it. She's just gotta get okay with it, too.
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He wrinkles his nose, and, grinning, pinches Kenzi's side. Sure, he's worried about it. He gets scared that it's going to ruin things, that Galen isn't going to love him as much - that the two of them will run away or that not all of them will be able to love each other the same way or that - one of them is going to leave. There's a lot of reasons, but Jesse is so glad that he's able to have both of them that he thinks he can forget about those. So, when Kenzi tries to brush it all away, Jesse kisses her neck, and immediately starts to tickle her.
"Uh huh, too cool - show you too cool," Jesse teases.
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Galen snorts and braces himself in case she starts to kick, ducking his head behind hers. "Aw, shit, now you're screwed."