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Who: Brigid and... everyone.
Where: Everywhere
When: Day 82-84
What: The Full Moon is coming and Brigid is losing her grip. Going Omega is no fun.
Warnings: Possibly swearing, definite blood and attacks. Also, discussion of mental health.
OOC: This is a catch all log, since we had a lot of people who wanted to do things. I'm going to put up a few big headers, and then it'll be a free for all.
If you have any questions, please, feel free to ask.
Where: Everywhere
When: Day 82-84
What: The Full Moon is coming and Brigid is losing her grip. Going Omega is no fun.
Warnings: Possibly swearing, definite blood and attacks. Also, discussion of mental health.
OOC: This is a catch all log, since we had a lot of people who wanted to do things. I'm going to put up a few big headers, and then it'll be a free for all.
If you have any questions, please, feel free to ask.
Day 84 - The smackdown
Raphael first then he'll go angelnap!
He doesn't think about it, though he should, but there's still the smells of his brothers and sisters - save the fully angelic Castiel - on him. Gabriel is the strongest, with Balthazar and Samandriel also stronger, and Anna and the other Castiel less so.
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Without the steadying influence of an Alpha, the wolf reels at the smell of a stronger predator. There's no game to protect, no hunt to covet.
She roars, and then turns to run.
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And where ever Derek is, if there is anything electronic near-by, Raphael's appearance is heralded by static and a flickering lights, marked with the beating of wings - three pairs of massive, strong, invisible wings.
And a being that smells of ozone, lightning, sky, something old and incredibly powerful wrapped in the body of a human that is entirely too clean - no sweat, no skin or hair oils, nothing on his breath, nothing, not even soap on his skin or clothing, no food, drink, toothpaste on his breath.
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He hazards a guess at angels, something he's been informed about, but that he's been reluctant to acknowledge until witnessing one for himself where he can use his abilities; he's starting to wonder, now, if he didn't bring this on by distrusting - it wouldn't be the first time.
It takes everything in him not to let go, to keep himself under control, because he can sense the power coming from him, and, here, alone, without what is admittedly a sorry excuse for a pack, he doesn't want to sign his death warrant so soon after arriving. He stands, stiff and still, ready for a fight if it comes, even though he knows he can't win, and his eyes flash red.
"What do you want?" he asks, blunt, to the point, because he's long past stopping for pleasantries, and for all that he tries to sound as if he can more than hold his own, it falls flat even to his own ears.
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"To borrow you for a few minutes." It's phrased as a request, but there's nothing about his tone or posture that suggests it is anything else than a slightly polite order. "Someone needs your attention."
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"Take me to them."
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In truth, he doesn't really care.
"Brigid." It's both a command and a summance.
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He remains where he is, not entirely aware of the situation, and allows her the choice whether to come to him willingly or not.
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Her feet remain light on the ground, ready to run at any movement at all. Her eyes flick back and forth between the pair. A noise off to her right sends her into flight on all fours. She's not sticking around.
... Then, she howls, trying to call her pack, to see if they're anywhere near. It only sets off the direwolves.
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He growls, fangs elongating, but he doesn't shift completely, and he tries to control the situation with the authority of an alpha; he's aware that she's not his beta, but he's hoping she at least recognises him over the pull of the moon.
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More than a little, really. He doesn't like not being in control. He looks at her for a moment, wanting to bark out an order to obey. But that wouldn't help, this, this time, it's not his place. He does understand that.
He steps back - he'd seem gone, flown away, but he's watching, at least for a few minutes, to make sure they are both going to be ok.
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Skidding around a tree, she comes face to snout with a tiger. It growls; her growl is louder. The tiger grabs its kill and backs away. She makes no move to chase it. Why should she?
Brigid looks back. Those red eyes make her turn. Alpha... Alpha... she wants, but... not hers, not hers. The whimper is strangled under another growl.
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At the sudden bolt, Derek shifts into his beta form, and for once he doesn't take the extra seconds to make a show of it. He follows cautiously, at first, but doesn't plan to let her out of his sight, to let anyone get hurt.
The struggle behind her wild eyes is obvious, and the fact she doesn't make chase immediately is a good sign, so he steps closer, but he doesn't appear too imposing, afraid of startling her. "Do you recognise me?" he asks, confident despite being out of his depths, and he wishes now that he had checked to see if she had an anchor, to make sure that she had something to hold onto. But the full moon is out of sync here, his own control harder than usual because of it.
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Something in her mind keeps her away from the humans, from those that could get hurt. Control is a tenuous thing, at times, but she's always had it. Always. Her Alpha insisted on it and had beaten it into her along with all the betas.
His question startles her and the growl is instinctive. She knows what he is, at least.
"Alpha."
The word is growled, around elongated fangs. Not hers, though. Not hers.
Poised on the balls of her feet, Brigid takes a slight step back. She wants to run, to find them.
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He feels the responsibility on his shoulders, a chance to prove himself worthy of something, but things rarely pan out, and for all that he tends to throw himself into things with good intentions without taking the extra time to plan them out, he begrudgingly finds himself missing the group of misfits from home that tend to be there to pick up the pieces when he fails miserably.
Derek stills on the spot, hands slowly rising in a gesture of surrounding, in an attempt to show that he means her no harm. "Not yours, but one that's willing to help." How, he's not quite sure, because there's no where here to hoard her up, to chain her down, and he learned the hard way that it's not exactly the best plan. But, on the plus side, there's only one of her. "If you'll let me."
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Two months can be a very long time, sometimes.
She takes a step back when his hands move. Brigid doesn't want to be caught, doesn't want to be confined. Her Alpha would have put her on the ground by now. To still be standing feels... different.
Her eyes fade just the tiniest bit, before the wolf resurges against her control. It wants out, and the full moon is a perfect opportunity. She keeps such a tight rein all the time....
To trust an Alpha, one not her own, is wrong. Everyone knows you don't interfere with other packs, not without your own Alpha present. That same odd growl-whimper crawls up her throat.
Brigid looks away. "I... can't." Her fangs recede. "Two months without an Alpha. I'm not meant to be Omega." Crouched close to the ground, she keeps her claws buried in the earth, fighting the pull of the moon, the pull of the wolf that wants to destroy. Brigid clings to the scent of an Alpha. Her body shivers and breaks out in sweat.
Tenuous, brief control.
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"Your alpha might not be here, but they're still out there, right where you left them," he tries, hands slowly lowering to his sides, and still he doesn't make a move, but he's ready to pounce if it comes to it, to chase after her. "As long as that's true, you're not going to become an omega."
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Her eyes glow blue again and she looks up at him. Her fangs elongate again, ready to fight if necessary. "Here, I have no Alpha and you have no pack."
It's harsh truth that crawls out of her mouth and dangles in the air between them. Brigid isn't sure that she meant to say that. And she's not sure what she means by it. Not yet.
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He doesn't mention that he doesn't exactly have much of a pack to speak of back home, but at least he doesn't plan on repeating any of his previous mistakes if it can be helped.
"I'm not your alpha. You're not my beta." It's his way of assuring her that he doesn't want that to change, that he's not asking her to join him to create a new pack here. "But we could be allies."
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She slowly pushes herself up on two feet, her claws still out. Brigid watches Derek for a moment more.
"You don't know me, Alpha." She points out. Brigid wants... to accept. To maybe find out why she's so scared to leave her pack. Indecision fades the blue in her eyes. "You... would be willing?"
To hold the wolf back is always easier with an Alpha near by. Whether it's hers or not, it seems.