venatical: (:\ :| CAKE IS NOT PIE)
Dean Winchester ([personal profile] venatical) wrote in [community profile] kore_logs2013-05-11 10:17 pm

have you talked to the man upstairs?

Who: Dean and whoever lives in House 16 who wants to put up with his crap. And Kenzi! What a brosis.
When: Day 70
Where: House 16
What: Dean's slowly going stir crazy, probably much to Gabriel and Raphael's delight. His housemates have to deal with him.
Warnings: Language!

It's been a straight-up week since Dean got himself in deep shit with Raphael and Gabriel. A week. That's seven days that he's been living out of his room, afraid that he's going to get angel-shanked when he goes to use the bathroom. He's getting really sick of it, and he's really tempted to think that Raphael and Gabriel's plan is just to make Dean stay in his house for all time. But he keeps reminding himself of angels and their patience and that's probably just what they want him to think and as soon as he decides fuck this shit, that's when they'll swoop. Maybe. Or maybe not.

Ugh, fuck this shit. Only not really. He stops tossing the ball against the wall and flumps back on his bed again, bored and antsy. He glances over at his sigils, checking them like he has to do every few hours because...

Oh, look. They've been fucked with again. His sigh is more of a growl as he gets up and stomps across the room to fix it again. This crap's why he thinks their plan is mostly mental torture, slowly driving him nuts. Once it's fixed, he sits back on his bed heavily and scowls at the floor.

Then he stomps on it and calls out.

"Hey! Someone wanna bring me something to eat? Freaking starving up here." No, mostly he's bored.
happytobleed: (shut up Dean)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-12 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
Castiel rolls his eyes when he hears Dean yell. He knows that Dean's going stir crazy, but that doesn't change the fact that he's being ridiculous about it.

Once he rummages through the kitchen, Castiel knocks on Dean's door, sandwich in hand. He's largely been avoiding spending too much time with Dean and Meg's injuries have been a welcome excuse, even if he does wish he could heal them himself.

The sandwich isn't as nice as the last one he brought Dean, but he hopes Dean will appreciate it, anyway.

To the outsider, it might seem that Castiel has actually learned how to knock before entering, but that isn't th case at all. He simply can't enter the room with the wards in place.
happytobleed: (Turned to the side)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-14 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes." The answer comes without hesitation.

He's not even doing a very good job of pretending to be over what happened, but that doesn't make him care about either of them any less. It just makes it hurt, but Castiel is a soldier. He's always been a soldier and that means working through the pain sometimes, even if the pain is emotional.

"You should know that there is one less person to worry about." He's held off on telling Dean, mostly because he's kept words brief with him. After that emotionally loaded conversation the other day, Castiel has mostly been keeping to himself and licking his wounds in private.
happytobleed: (ready to bust a cap in yo ass)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-15 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
Castiel moves into the room, feeling the sigils push against him, even as he's allowed through. He hesitates for a moment before sitting stiffly at the foot of Dean's bed, turning to face Dean.

"Crowley is dead." He meets Dean's eyes. "I killed him."

There's no real guilt. Castiel doesn't like ending lives and Meg has made him reevaluate his stance on demons, but Crowley's done so much to hurt the people he cares about. Crowley tried to turn him against Dean. Attacking Meg had been the last straw.
happytobleed: (unimpressed)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-15 09:53 am (UTC)(link)
"A few days ago." He should have told Dean sooner and he really hopes Dean won't hold this against him. "He was attacking Meg. He hurt her, so I told him to back off and he goaded me."

Castiel doesn't normally have a short fuse, but Crowley dropping her and then teasing Castiel had been the last straw. Anger had been building between himself and Crowley for a long time, even before he'd betrayed the demon, and this had been it coming to a head.

"I don't exactly feel like the town has suffered a great loss at my hands."
happytobleed: (concerned about starting the third apoca)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-17 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Castiel picks up the change in the air, but he's not entirely sure what to do with it at all or even what it is.

"I found him hurting Meg. She was pretty banged up by the time I found them. I--you would pray to me if you were attacked, wouldn't you?"

He leans closer to Dean, further onto the bed. It's a genuine concern, because it seems that the people he cares most about have the biggest death wishes he's ever seen.

"Because Meg didn't. If I hadn't found them by coincidence, I think he might have killed her." His voice wavers a little, not just for Meg, but for Dean, too. He doesn't want to lose either of them because they're too proud to ask him for help. Helping them doesn't make him think any less of either of them, not when they've both helped him, too. That's... what family is supposed to be, right? At least Dean's idea of it.
happytobleed: (Concerned)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-20 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Castiel shakes his head. "We're both fine now. She's healing and Crowley didn't get his hands on me."

He wishes that he could make Dean and Meg understand that he needs them both to be safer. They're all in enough danger without the two of them being too stubborn to ask for help. He doesn't think any of them stand a chance if they don't work together.

They're family, right? That means they have each others' backs.

"I'm glad he didn't manage to get his hands on you." Because he knows Dean's no better than Meg when it comes to provoking enemies and of the three of them, Dean is the most fragile. In the time Crowley had hurt Meg, he easily could have killed Dean and then where would they be?
happytobleed: (concerned about starting the third apoca)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-23 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Castiel is honestly surprised that Dean would bring it up. He'd expected Dean to never acknowledge what had happened between them beyond the apology and Castiel had been just fine with that. Dean had hurt him, but if they discuss it more, he knows it will only hurt more, because Dean doesn't know just how close to the truth he'd been.

He stares ahead for a moment and then swallows thickly.

"No." Finally, he looks at Dean again. "No, Dean, we don't have to talk about it. I understand that neither of us were in control. You weren't the only one affected by the powers I had. It wasn't--It's okay."

There's a smile then, but it's a sad one. "You already apologized, Dean. I understand."
happytobleed: (pic#4799173)

[personal profile] happytobleed 2013-05-26 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
"Nothing else." He shakes his head, shooting a worried look at Dean and then at the wards on the window. "If they do anything that isn't harmless, call me and I'll come."

He'd said that he couldn't protect Dean from them, but that doesn't mean he won't try. "Be careful, Dean."

With that, he slips out of the room and leaves Dean to eat.