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kore_logs2013-01-27 03:26 pm
afallenstar) wrote in kore_logs2013-01-27 03:26 pm
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hide yo god, hide yo 'rents, cause we're seeing errybody up in here
Who: Anna Milton and OPEN
What: Crazy plot shenanigans
Where: All over the place! In yo' houses, up in yo' bar, all over the place.
When: Days 33-39
Notes: Put whatever day you want Anna from in the subject line for varying levels of crazy, if you please. There's a guide to her hallucinations so that you have a general idea of what she's going to be up to and doing. This is a catch-all log for everything from random hilarious mistaking someone-for-God shenanigans all the way through to lovely delicious feelsy breakdowns. Hit me with your best shot, babies.And now for some prosey wank to make it look like a real log :O
It's driving her insane. The people following her, the feeling that something inside of her is rising up and pushing out of her chest, it won't get any better. And then she recognises the faces and everything changes, and it goes from a desperate fight to find out who to a pained attempt to reconcile her guilt. There's no sense to it, and an incredibly logical part of Anna knows full well that it can't be them, but who could turn that opportunity away?
...Of course, it doesn't stop there, that'd be far too easy. Of course it isn't just her parents, it's so much more than that, and it's not long before that last grasp on reality, that last logical train of thought slips. Her mother, her father, and now her Father? Anna's just too wrapped up to think about anything other than the reconciliation.
What: Crazy plot shenanigans
Where: All over the place! In yo' houses, up in yo' bar, all over the place.
When: Days 33-39
Notes: Put whatever day you want Anna from in the subject line for varying levels of crazy, if you please. There's a guide to her hallucinations so that you have a general idea of what she's going to be up to and doing. This is a catch-all log for everything from random hilarious mistaking someone-for-God shenanigans all the way through to lovely delicious feelsy breakdowns. Hit me with your best shot, babies.
It's driving her insane. The people following her, the feeling that something inside of her is rising up and pushing out of her chest, it won't get any better. And then she recognises the faces and everything changes, and it goes from a desperate fight to find out who to a pained attempt to reconcile her guilt. There's no sense to it, and an incredibly logical part of Anna knows full well that it can't be them, but who could turn that opportunity away?
...Of course, it doesn't stop there, that'd be far too easy. Of course it isn't just her parents, it's so much more than that, and it's not long before that last grasp on reality, that last logical train of thought slips. Her mother, her father, and now her Father? Anna's just too wrapped up to think about anything other than the reconciliation.
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It's not often that anyone sees him reacting in any way other than amused, mocking and sarcastic, and had it not been for the rather obvious distraction Anna would probably have found it almost a little endearing.
Instead she just drops her arms to her sides, hands shoved into pockets as she tips back to look out of a window. She's got to be careful, they always seem to be around.
"They were always so nice. I guess death makes people angry."
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If his had stuck, he might have been pretty annoyed too. But, if you give him a moment, he'll stop dwelling on being dead himself and start putting a few pieces together.
"Angry in general, or at... [hm. tact.] anyone in particular?"
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Still, he's been pretty good at helping her out of tight spots so far, and it's not like she has much to lose. What's he going to do, tut and shake a finger at her too?
"Angry at me. They're...really mad at me."
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There's not much he can do, to be honest. Comfort's not his forte, and it doesn't seem there's a lot he can do about her parents being angry. Talking to them, given his particular knack for being annoying and rude, would probably just make it worse.
"I mean, sure, it was kind of because of you, but it wasn't your fault. They've no right to be pissed."
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Of course she says it, because it's what anyone wracked with guilt would say. She doesn't think about her parents as much as she had done in the early days, back when she'd first reacquired her Grace, but these days she can't get them out of her mind. Something to do with the constant appearances, probably.
Not that it'll do anything to fix it. No matter what she does she can't take their deaths back, and she can't make them any less angry about it. Justifiably so, of course, but that doesn't make it any easier to deal with.
"They've got every right. It's just- I'm tired, that's all. I need a breather. They won't come here though, they don't like angels."
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But he's well aware that even if she does know it rationally (and he's not sure of that), actually believing it is another thing entirely. Especially with the kind of guilt complex almost all of Team Free Will's allies seem to have.
"Not very good Christians if they don't like angels. Not that it isn't understandable in some cases. But hey, they're probably tired too, right? Can't be too restful, yelling at you all day. Might as well take all the breathers you need."