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Meyer Lansky ([personal profile] recognize_an_opportunity) wrote in [community profile] kore_logs2013-04-26 05:57 pm
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Apologies are difficult...

Who: Meyer & Ned
What: Meyer has some apologies to make, given what happened during the week they were all not quite themselves. Apologies, needless to say, are difficult.
When: Forward dated to Day 67
Where: Ned's house.
Warnings: Swearing? Feelings? Definitely awkward apologies.

A very wise -- and very cunning -- man had once told Meyer that knowing when to apologize was more important than being right. It was also more important to apologize at the opportune moment than to simply do as your conscience dictated (if your conscience dictated anything at all.) The apology needed to sound genuine; it had multiple parts, all of which fit together in a specific way: it was a careful balance of humility and grace -- not too subservient, yet not grudging; not overly wordy, but eloquent and to the point. 

Yet for everything Arnold Rothstein had taught him about apologies, there was no simple and straightforward phrasing to fall back on when your apology included seeking forgiveness for turning into a vampire and attacking a near stranger. No apology gift seemed to suffice, either. At home he might have offered a bottle of liquor or a wad of cash, but neither of those seemed quite right here.

Lost for a proper script, Meyer felt a little like he had as a child, when he was still learning the complex game of wriggling out of trouble. It was like going in front of an angry tribunal when the victim knew just as well as you did that you were guilty -- except as a child, the tribunal had been his mother, and in this case, the tribunal was Ned.

That was why, as he stood, hat in his hands, in front of Ned's house, he had to take a deep breath. It wasn't guilt that filled him so much as the queasy fear of losing a potential ally, but luckily, that feeling and guilt translated the same on his face: an unsure smile, a furrowed brow, an appropriately contrite expression all around.

He took one more deep breath, and knocked twice on Ned's door. 
nedofpies: (the piemaker)

[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Unbeknownst to Meyer, his timing is fortuitous. If he'd come by to apologize just a day or so earlier, he'd have seen an unshaven, red-eyed, sleep-deprived wreck of a man rather than the cheerful, slightly flour-dusted version of Ned who comes to answer the door. After Jesse's return, his view of the world is downright rosy.

So when he sees Meyer at the door, despite the unfortunate circumstances of their last (and first) meeting, his response is not fear or mistrust, but cautious curiosity.

"Meyer," he says, and then steps aside politely, "Come in."
Edited 2013-04-27 02:38 (UTC)
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Ned nods; he had been expecting as much. He has a feeling that a lot of people have been having a lot of conversations, around the town, about what happened when they'd all been changed. It seems likely from Meyer's affect (he actually has his hat in his hands, of all things) that he's working his way up towards some kind of apology. It won't be the first one that Ned's entertained, but the whole process doesn't look to be any less awkward the second time around.

"Come in the kitchen?" he requests. It would probably be more polite of him to set aside his baking and devote his full attention to Meyer. Then again, he thinks it will be easier for himself to get through whatever they're going to talk about if he has something to do with his hands, has some excuse not to look at Meyer. Because he looks at Meyer and can picture his face with blood all over its mouth and chin and it's... disconcerting, to say the least.

So he leads the way inside, through the living room and around the corner to the kitchen. There's a small table with a few chairs in the corner, and Ned pulls one out for Meyer before heading back to the counter where he'd left the lump of dough he'd been kneading. The air is warm and sweet with the smell of the apple pie that's currently in the oven.

He scatters a little more flour and goes back to kneading the dough. If Meyer wants to talk about it, he's going to have to be the one that starts the conversation.
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Ned finds his choice of words highly illuminating. It's not some variation of "I'm sorry for what I did" or "I'm sorry I hurt you;" no, it's "I'm sorry I lost control". Interesting, that. He's also, now that he is just listening to Meyer's voice, aware of its formality, its accent. He can appreciate how economical an apology it is. No excuses, no justifications. Just what is necessary. And that is more than enough for him.

"Apology accepted."

And Ned himself feels as if a weight has been lifted off his shoulders, saying those words. He's a firm believer in second chances. Besides, he's done much, much worse in his time. It would be the height of hypocrisy not to forgive Meyer for something as trivial as what he'd done.

He turns a smile on Meyer: small, but genuine. Meyer's discomfort is clear, and Ned thinks he ought to perhaps give a little context.

"You were hardly the only one who wasn't in control of their actions. As far as I'm concerned, it wasn't even your fault. Give blame where blame is due." And he gestures with the rolling pin to the camera in the corner. Best not to forget the root of their troubles, the reason behind all the monsters.
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Ned glances over, not exactly surprised by Meyer's continued chagrin, but taking note of it nonetheless. He seems uninterested in taking the out that Ned has provided for him. Ned interprets this as a sign that he's responsible, wants to be the only one held accountable for his actions. Perhaps it is just that he doesn't like to think of himself as powerless, or even having diminished power over his own choices. After what happened with Charles, Ned thinks he can understand that position.

"No, I didn't." He stares down at the kiwis he is peeling as he speaks, "But then, I wasn't a vampire. I still ended up doing some things I wouldn't have, otherwise." Ned feels his face go hot, hopes that Meyer isn't looking closely enough to see him blush. Time for a nervous ramble to cover up for that. "Beside which, you should know that I think there was something wrong with me. I mean, because of the change. It wasn't just you. Or- or Charlie. I think in addition to the flowers and the healing powers there was something about me that made people just... attack me. People who normally never would."

Yes, people. As in rather a lot of them.
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Ned nods, dropping the now-sliced kiwi into its proper bowl and setting down the paring knife so he can count it out on his fingers. Not ostentatiously, but he honestly isn't sure he could keep it all straight otherwise, and he's not going to list their names aloud. He wants Meyer to know that he isn't alone in this, but he's not about to rat anyone else out. There had been Galen, with the nightmares. Meyer, and Charlie (he thinks he has every right to count them as two). Tony, because even if he hadn't bitten, he'd done enough. Veronica, despite her politeness. And of course, Charles.

Ned ends up with six fingers held out, indicating six attackers. He looks up at Meyer, gestures with his hands in mute indication of the number. Even for him, the one who lived through it all, it's a little shocking to total it up like that. All that, in a week, and with Jesse dying on top of it... his breakdown a few days ago is suddenly not so surprising.

Honestly, Ned is glad that he has Jesse's return - the miracle of that, the joy of it - standing in between him and all those attacks, or he isn't sure he could be so calm and cool talking about all of it. Even so, it was all so recent, and there's an edge to his voice when he says, lowly, "It was a bad week." He picks up another kiwi, focuses intently on peeling it neatly so the skin falls away in a perfect spiral.
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
"I survived."

He means it to come out as flippant, but the word gets a bit stuck in his throat. Does it technically still count as surviving if he died and came back to life? Then again, that is apparently something that people do here. There was himself, and Jesse, and apparently that woman whose body had been found in pieces.

When Meyer changes the subject Ned is more than happy to follow his lead, wanting to show he holds no grudge, rather than just saying it.

"Pie. This one's going to be kiwi and lime." He looks at Meyer as he speaks - easier to face him when they are discussing something a little less heavy. He keeps slicing the fruit deftly without even glancing down at it, his hands moving with the kind of practiced ease that comes from endless repetition. "Gotta do something with all that fruit I left all over the place."
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
"You've never had a kiwi?" Ned's smile is warm and without mockery. He remembers just now what Meyer said when they first spoke; if he really is from 1920s, perhaps it isn't so surprising, after all, that he's never had a kiwi. He holds out a slice of the fruit for Meyer to try. It would never cross his mind not to let him have as much as he would like.

"I'm a piemaker. Was. Back home. Had my own shop and everything."
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
"They're native to China. Don't think they started growing them anywhere else until after your time."

Now that he has enough fruit cut up for the filling, Ned washes his hands and goes back to the dough. He's delighted to talk about his work with Meyer. He'd really much rather be a baker, in Meyer's eyes, than a guy who managed to get himself attacked six times in a single week. One option makes him look pathetic, ridiculous. The other makes him seem competent, worthy. Ned might not be the most sure of himself in a lot of ways, but he knows that he is good at what he does.

"Pie's my specialty, but I can make most things." He is also a good cook in terms of non-baked goods, but he doesn't want to sound like he's bragging. "Went to pastry school and all of that. Waste of money, mostly, but it did broaden my repertoire."
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
"They're sweeter once you cook them," Ned points out, the corner of his mouth twitching into a smile at the face Meyer makes. "If you stick around long enough you can try them in the pie, see if you like it any better." Once more, Ned doesn't think twice about offering Meyer the fruits of his labor. Giving people pie is just what Ned does. It's the most natural thing, to him.

Ned considers this question as he rolls out the dough, lays it in the tin and begins to trim the edges. "I think that depends on the person eating the pie. If your favorite is apple, I'm best at apple, and if your favorite is peach, I'm best at peach." He could never choose a single flavor of pie above others. That would be absurd. Pie is pie; it's all wonderful, each flavor in its own unique way. Never underestimate Ned's capacity for sentimentality, when pie is involved.

"It's definitely more useful. Can't think of a single thing I learned in boarding school that actually proved useful." That isn't precisely true, of course. He'd learned plenty of useful things: how to hide from bullies. How to hide bruises. How to keep his head down. How to talk his way out of trouble. How to lie. How the world worked. It's just that none of those lessons were the official kind.

He sets about fluting the edges of the crust, asks, "What about you? What did you do, before all this?"
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Ned isn't surprised apple is Meyer's favorite. It's a lot of peoples' favorite, had always been the best-selling pie in all the bakeries where he'd worked over the years. Besides which, it is so traditional, and Meyer is from the past. He probably hasn't had the opportunity to try things like quince or kumquat.

"The one in the oven is apple. Actually..." He breaks off, opening the oven to check on the pie's progress. Ned never sets timers for his pies. If anyone were to ask he would say that he bakes intuitively, rather than empirically. When a pie is done, he can tell, from the smell and look and some other ineffable quality about it.

(Of course, there is another, less palatable answer beneath the surface one. The reason he learned to bake without timers in the first place is that, for years, some brands of them made him remember certain things and then have minor panic attacks. Hardly pleasant. So he'd adapted, learned the skills he needed to avoid ever relying on them.)

His senses are telling him that this pie is perfectly done, so he dons some oven mits and takes it out, setting it on a rack to cool. He'll dish Meyer up a slice once it's cooled enough that he won't burn himself.

"Aways been terrible at poker, myself. Don't have the luck for it." Ned doesn't appear to believe there's anything potentially shady about running a card game. What does he know, after all? It was the 20's, people probably played a lot of cards. What else did they have to do? History had never been his strong suit.

"And... Charlie, you said he's your business partner, so he runs it with you?" He might have forgiven Meyer and set all that aside in his mind, but Ned finds that bringing up the other man is still uncomfortable. It jolts him out of the current conversation and reminds him of what happened. Meyer might have bitten Ned, but in the end, Charlie had scared him far worse. Still, he thinks, it hadn't been his fault, just like it hadn't been any of their faults. He lets out a short breath, asks, "By the way is he... alright, now?" Ned mostly sounds awkward, but there is a hint of real concern there. River had hit him rather hard a few times.
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Ned would hardly begrudge him that hint of smugness. Truth be told there are other aspects of poker - statistics, yes, and the ability to lie convincingly - that he knows he lacks. For him, it's a foregone conclusion. If he's just going to lose (and he will always lose) why play at all? That strategy has translated to quite a few aspects of his life.

He remembers Meyer's counting tic when he was a vampire, wonders if that isn't related to what he says about statistics and poker. For a lot of people, their transformations seemed to reflect certain of their traits. For Meyer apparently, it is not so much predator as potential card-counter.

"You seem young to have your own business already, if you don't mind my saying." Ned intends it as a compliment. It had taken him years and years to earn enough to finally invest in opening his own shop. Perhaps starting a card game was a little simpler, in terms of starting capital. He wonders how long a long time is, though, and if it's a question of the times. Curious, the areas in which the differences emerge.

Ned nods his understanding when Meyer reports that Charlie is doing fine, not pressing for more details. He hopes, privately, that there is no lingering animosity between the two of them on his account. He pauses in applying the egg-wash to the in-progress kiwi-lime pie and cuts Meyer a slice of the apple, handing it over with a little smile. It's nice, to have a little normalcy back in his life.

More and more as they are speaking together, he is finding Meyer intriguing. Ned cuts himself a small slice of the pie and sits down to join him. "When I was your age-" or roughly thereabouts, Ned guesses, since he can't quite tell how old Meyer is. Younger than him, he thinks, "-I was still working odd jobs, trying to save up. I'd only just opened my own place when I got brought here."
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-27 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Ned can't imagine that Meyer's gotten to where he is, at his age, without a significant amount of work. Somehow, he doesn't seem the type to have just inherited enough money to start a business on his own, and that would rather go against his self-proclaimed title of entrepreneur.

It is such an oddly normal conversation to be having, in this place, with someone he met under such unusual circumstances. Ned is rather grateful for it.

"Whatever I could find, really. Baker's assistant. Cake shop assistant. Florists' assistant. Inventor's assistant. Gardening. Doing deliveries. Dog walking. Teaching baking classes. Window washing. Cleaning people's houses. Waiting tables. The usual stuff."

And then, because he knows his secret is out, knows that Meyer heard his announcement, he is able to add, "Selling fruits and vegetables, too. I'm always mad at myself that I didn't think of it earlier. Started working at a grocery store, and they'd always put me in charge of getting rid of any produce that was going bad. Except, because of my..." he waves one hand, to indicate his powers, "I'd just keep all of it, and bring the stuff back to life to sell at the farmer's market on Sundays."

That was the innovation that had helped him finally start saving up enough to make a difference. It was profit from nothing, was using his power to his advantage, for once.
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[personal profile] nedofpies 2013-04-28 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Might as well get some good out of it, right? I did the same thing at The Pie Hole - that's my shop. Can't get the fruit any fresher than after I've touched it." It had good for him, too, in ways other than financial. Had been, he now realizes, the first in a long and ongoing series of tiny steps towards accepting his powers. His ability to touch dead things back to life had taken so much from him; it was only right that he should use it to take something back, even if it was only money.

From the sound of it, Meyer knows quite a lot about business for someone his age. That, coupled with his earlier skepticism about schools, and what he'd said about being partners with Charlie for some time, makes Ned even more curious about his life.

"I'll say. Luckily for me, most people don't need much convincing when it comes to pie. So... why cards?"
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